I went to Garner & Riley Physical Therapy in Bastrop today. They were awesome! As I was talking to my new PT, Scott... I start crying my eyes out! He was great about it. He said it happens a lot. I was embarrassed, of course. I know my chronic pain is wearing me down. Plus quitting smoking, plus being angry about my failed neck surgery, plus grieving a new diagnosis and dreading the spine fusion... I'm just angry Jesus! I know it's ok to tell Him all about it, He can take it! Plus He grieves for me! But my Faith hasn't faltered that You still are with me. Just help me see my progress, not my decline. Help me focus on You and your Love, and not on my pain. Help me remember that through my weakness You are making me whole!
"Praise our God, all peoples,
let the sound of his praise be heard;
he has preserved our lives
and kept our feet from slipping.
For you, God, tested us;
you refined us like silver.
You brought us into prison
and laid burdens on our backs.
You let people ride over our heads;
we went through fire and water,
but you brought us to a place of abundance."
Psalm 66:8-12
I know you are purifying me like silver Lord, I just didn't think it was a literal translation! First my hip, now my spine! hahaha
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